urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funkybruiseter funkybruiseter funkybruiseter 2006-03-11T07:27:15Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funkybruiseter:5313 2006-03-11T07:27:15Z 2006-03-11T07:27:15Z Wyoming is the shittiest place I have ever laid eyes on. And makes me nostalgic-sick to my stomach.<br /><br />but at least I have the internet.<br /><br />I am moving to Denver in May. . .it seems these last few years are finally paying off , and my career is going somewhere. ..I hate to sound like an arrogant prick. . . but Jesus, I knew I would be better if I dropped out of school. . and I never cared what you think.<br /><br />Here's to us urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funkybruiseter:4883 2006-03-06T04:44:41Z 2006-03-06T04:44:41Z wow. . . ok. . haven't been here in a while<br /><br />but nothing's changed, really. . . I'm still in this godforsaken place (actually, even worse than that now, I'm visiting my Mom in Wyoming)<br /><br />I'm still in love with people I shouldn;t be<br /><br />hmm. . maybe I'll post again when things get better. . .which could be soon<br /><br />Peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funkybruiseter:4604 2005-12-15T05:08:38Z 2005-12-15T05:08:38Z I long for the day when someone asks me how I'm doing and I can so "really well" with absolute confidence and truth.<br /><br />Im sick of my life coming together and then going to shit in an evening<br /><br />I dont know what to say<br /><br /><br />I think I am seriosuly going to go through my music. . . the last and important part of ripping my heart away from you . . . and get rid of everything that was ours. I know that's so 8th grade. .to decide to do. . but I'm sick of doig everything half-assed<br /><br /><br />I get back on my medication tomorrow. . . maybe thats all the healing i need<br /><br /><br />I think i've figured out now that you aren;t the healing i need.<br /><br />i want it. . .reeeeeaaaaallly bad, but i dont think i need it. or am gonna get it<br /><br /><br />so this is me saying goodbye. . .i think. . not goodnight. not lets not speak. . . .but goodbye<br /><br /><br /><br />that makes me want to throw up a little<br /><br /><br />but seeing you makes me want to throw up a little to<br /><br /><br />a little more<br /><br />and other things<br /><br /><br /><br />goodbyelove urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funkybruiseter:3902 2005-11-10T23:37:15Z 2005-11-10T23:37:15Z Sometimes is never quite enough<br />Unwind and sit until it stops<br /><br />You think I'm loud and talk too much<br />Oh no. I hat that you think that<br /><br />And here I go again the conversation is out to dry<br />And after this it won;t be the same no matter how hard I try<br /><br />I could try anything<br />but, would you come back to me?<br /><br />Inside, I know the fire's warm<br />But outside, I'm standing alone.<br /><br />And soon it starts to snow but I would rather be out here<br />than inside with you and just pretending that I don't feel<br /><br />I shouldn;t feel anything<br />But will you come out with me?<br /><br />It could be nice<br /><br />You say I'm different now<br />You say live your life for God<br /><br />And girls are never things you simply place in life and rearrange<br />Wello, yeah, you're right, and now I know that I am not the only one who's changed<br /><br />I am changing everyday<br />and you are changing everyday<br />and now, it;s only a matter of time<br />before you and I decide<br /><br /><br />it could be nice urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funkybruiseter:3745 2005-11-03T16:03:55Z 2005-11-03T16:03:55Z It's Moving Day!!! Which reminds me of The Secret of Nimh. . . . anyone. . . anyone. . . . ?<br /><br />anyway<br /><br />come visit me in my new apartment<br /><br />except I can only fit about two people. . . so maybe look at me through the window. <br /><br />But. . . . I will cook a feast for you!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funkybruiseter:315 2005-09-20T04:25:37Z 2005-09-20T04:25:37Z so . . . fuck that<br /><br />comment to be added. . . <br />mmmmmhm