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12:24am 11/03/2006
  Wyoming is the shittiest place I have ever laid eyes on. And makes me nostalgic-sick to my stomach.

but at least I have the internet.

I am moving to Denver in May. . .it seems these last few years are finally paying off , and my career is going somewhere. ..I hate to sound like an arrogant prick. . . but Jesus, I knew I would be better if I dropped out of school. . and I never cared what you think.

Here's to us		  
     
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09:43pm 05/03/2006
  wow. . . ok. . haven't been here in a while

but nothing's changed, really. . . I'm still in this godforsaken place (actually, even worse than that now, I'm visiting my Mom in Wyoming)

I'm still in love with people I shouldn;t be

hmm. . maybe I'll post again when things get better. . .which could be soon

Peace		  
     
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10:01pm 14/12/2005
  I long for the day when someone asks me how I'm doing and I can so "really well" with absolute confidence and truth.

Im sick of my life coming together and then going to shit in an evening

I dont know what to say


I think I am seriosuly going to go through my music. . . the last and important part of ripping my heart away from you . . . and get rid of everything that was ours. I know that's so 8th grade. .to decide to do. . but I'm sick of doig everything half-assed


I get back on my medication tomorrow. . . maybe thats all the healing i need


I think i've figured out now that you aren;t the healing i need.

i want it. . .reeeeeaaaaallly bad, but i dont think i need it. or am gonna get it


so this is me saying goodbye. . .i think. . not goodnight. not lets not speak. . . .but goodbye



that makes me want to throw up a little


but seeing you makes me want to throw up a little to


a little more

and other things



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04:33pm 10/11/2005
  Sometimes is never quite enough
Unwind and sit until it stops

You think I'm loud and talk too much
Oh no. I hat that you think that

And here I go again the conversation is out to dry
And after this it won;t be the same no matter how hard I try

I could try anything
but, would you come back to me?

Inside, I know the fire's warm
But outside, I'm standing alone.

And soon it starts to snow but I would rather be out here
than inside with you and just pretending that I don't feel

I shouldn;t feel anything
But will you come out with me?

It could be nice

You say I'm different now
You say live your life for God

And girls are never things you simply place in life and rearrange
Wello, yeah, you're right, and now I know that I am not the only one who's changed

I am changing everyday
and you are changing everyday
and now, it;s only a matter of time
before you and I decide


it could be nice		  
     
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aaaack!!!!   
09:02am 03/11/2005
  It's Moving Day!!! Which reminds me of The Secret of Nimh. . . . anyone. . . anyone. . . . ?

anyway

come visit me in my new apartment

except I can only fit about two people. . . so maybe look at me through the window.

But. . . . I will cook a feast for you!!!!!!		  
     
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10:24pm 19/09/2005
  so . . . fuck that

comment to be added. . .
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